Pretending all the way.


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Oct 14, 2014
@ 4:37 pm
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Tomorrow Is Better

I will take all the needles 
I will take all the pins 
I will take all the pain 
That you still feel within 

Wish you’d open your eyes 
Wish you’d see what I see 
Wish you’d just understand 
That I need you to breathe 

Because tomorrow is better 
Because you’ll see it I swear 
Because you deserve life
That is free of despair 

I will take all the trouble 
I will take all the hate 
I will take take all the dark 
If you try not to break 


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Oct 14, 2014
@ 9:18 am
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I Bet

I bet his fingers lace with yours 
I bet you smile late at night 
And it’s a smile with no remorse 
When you look into his eyes 
I bet you feel the way I felt 
I bet you sleep close side by side 
As you still feel with someone else 
The way I felt for you that night 

I bet you take walks by the seaside 
I bet you hold hands all the way 
As your heart beats with the tide 
And you breathe heavy like the waves 
I bet you’re lit up like the candles 
I bet you feel it more each day 
As you struggle still to handle 
All of the ways he makes you change 

I bet you smile when you’re together 
I bet your hearts are intertwined 
As you forget that we did ever 
Once have the chance to get it right 
I bet you don’t even remember 
I bet you’re future’s now too bright 
And now it scorches last December 
And burns out how we felt that night 


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Sep 30, 2014
@ 11:14 am
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Falling Debris

I’m standing on the edge and I’m feeling like a fool 
Did I ever really think that we were safe enough to fall 

As nothing here is certain and nothing here is safe 
And when you free-fall onto rocks it’s known and written you will break  

Did we both fall so deep under never to return
So many scars marked on our hearts you would think we’d fucking learn 

As now I look over the ledge and we are scattered all around
For as far as the eye reaches our debris is burning on the ground 


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Sep 29, 2014
@ 2:33 pm
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Fading

I’m fading from your memories
Like I’ll fade away from life
And I still miss you more than ever
Too quick you’re fading in the night


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Sep 27, 2014
@ 9:04 pm
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I want to know who I am
To trust my words
And know my worth
I want to know that I can
Do anything I try
Giving into the ride
I want to know that my plan
Isn’t totally lost
In this uncertain frost
I want to know who I am
Living life as I want
Living fast, living long


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Sep 27, 2014
@ 8:50 pm
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Miss You Again

You have a misled connection
Like he was meant for your arms
A complete misconception
Because you fell for his charm

Wish I didn’t have to prove
What we’ve all heard before
Best to love and to lose
Than to not love at all

As I loved you and lost you
And now I’ll love no one else
If you’ve nothing to lose
Then you’ve nothing to sell

And nobody is buying
What I still can’t pretend
As no matter the lying
I’ll still miss you again


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Sep 26, 2014
@ 8:34 pm
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I’d Love

I’d love to love you if you let me 
I’d quickly fall apart for you 
I would take all that you found heavy 
And bear your burden through and through 

I’d love to thaw you out in winter 
And see you smiling every day 
Though you might act cold and bitter 
I’d see the warmth you hide away 

I’d love to lie with you through sunrise 
I’d watch the colours change with you 
I’d love to love you for my whole life 
If you could only love me too 


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Sep 25, 2014
@ 6:04 pm
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Cages

They had us caught up in their cages 
With only shadows for our friends 
Every move is misbehaving 
When you’re stuck living for them 
You were the picture perfect image 
Of their way to live a lie 
Staying clean from start to finish 
And that was why you had to die 

So you let yourself fall 
And you let yourself go 
Strapping bombs to their walls 
For their one final show 

You were a beautiful disaster 
That they created in a storm 
Locked away forever after 
By the wrong and uninformed 

Within a cell that’s built forever 
Without the space to be yourself 
You had to forcefully remember 
All of the lies they made you tell 
You weren’t a sinner with a secret 
Like they tainted you to feel 
You weren’t a worthless reject 
With a heart that wasn’t real 

So you let yourself fall 
And you let yourself go 
Strapping bombs to their walls 
For their one final show 

You were a beautiful disaster 
That they created in a storm 
Locked away forever after 
By the wrong and uninformed 

You couldn’t hold on 
It all took too long 
You were stuck in their cage 
But you tried to stay strong 
You tried to hold on 
But you’d done nothing wrong
You were trapped on their stage 
And it all took too long 

So you let yourself fall 
And you let yourself go 
Strapping bombs to their walls 
For their one final show 


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Sep 24, 2014
@ 7:39 pm
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Fell

I always felt breaking was wrong
Until I saw all the pieces of shell
Just like I never once thought I could fly
Until I broke away and fell


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Sep 23, 2014
@ 11:16 am
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Throwing Stones

It’s easy to throw stones
When glass ceilings
Aren’t seen