Pretending all the way.


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Jul 26, 2014
@ 6:33 pm
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Rusty Love

I don’t know your name
As we still haven’t met
Like a flickering flame
Back and forth with regret
I am so scared to break
That I take time to trust
Though my heart starts to ache
And my love starts to rust
I feel your heartbeat at night
When I’m scared and alone
But I know I’m alright
Because you are my home


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Jul 26, 2014
@ 6:10 pm
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It Gets Better/Be The Flame

You might look at it all
And see no escape
Just a cage with four walls
And a floor you can’t break

You might feel under pressure
Like your mind is now cracked
But the darkness gets better
When light shines through the black

You might see just one choice
With no future for you
Like you’re lacking a voice
That you need to spread truth

You might find that their lying
While you’re set in their sites
With just conflict and crying
Making up your own life

But the shadows get smaller
As the sun rises up
You’ll get louder and taller
And you’ll live, laugh and love

So don’t pack it all in
When the skies fade to grey
And don’t ever give in
When you need an escape

It gets better and brighter
So fight on for the light
Like the spark of a lighter
Be the flame in your life


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Jul 26, 2014
@ 4:41 pm
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How - Chorus - WIP

How did I not get it right
How did I lose track of the plans
How did I pay the final price
To leave with nothing in my hands
How did I not get it right
How did I turn it all around
How did I feel like I was fine
While I was falling to the ground


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Jul 23, 2014
@ 4:17 pm
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Better Forgotten

You keep asking me questions 
But you’re holding my breath 
All I want is a rescue 
But I’m drowning in death 
All the flowers are wilting 
As the dark grows around 
Thought the ice might be melting 
But it just fell to the ground 

Had your own misconceptions 
Of what this might be like 
With so many directions 
How could we both find the light 
All the sweetness has rotten 
And it’s bitter and tough 
It’s all better forgotten 
Than forced on for this love 


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Jul 10, 2014
@ 5:08 pm
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Tell Me a Lie (W.I.P)

Just tell me a lie
I don’t ask for much
Just tell me a lie
Don’t need heaven to touch
I just need to believe
That the future for me
Can be bigger and better
Than I currently see

So just tell me a lie
Tell me I’ll be alright
Tell me I’ll soar
Like the shooting stars fly

Tell me I’ll be okay
Tell me I will not fade
Tell me a lie
Like I’ll always be safe

Just tell me a lie
I don’t ask for much
Just tell me a lie
Don’t need heaven to touch
I just need to believe
That the future for me
Can be bigger and better
Than I currently see


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Jul 6, 2014
@ 7:06 pm
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Hoping Still

I’m hoping still that I will meet you
I’m hoping still to hear your voice
I’m hoping still that I will hold you
I’m hoping still you’ll fill the void

I’m hoping still you’ll hold your hand out
I’m hoping still you’ll save my life
I’m hoping still you’ll stop the breakdown
I’m hoping still you’ll make it right

I’m hoping still that you’re still coming
I’m hoping still that you’re still there
I’m hoping still you’ll let the sun in
I’m hoping still that you still care


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Jul 6, 2014
@ 6:59 pm
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With Just One Look

I’m holding on for what you took
You got it all misunderstood
You saw the cover of the book
And thought you knew with just one look

And so you broke me right in half
Wanting smiles, wanting laughs
You made loving you a task
But never saw the things you’d ask

But now I’m closing all the doors
Protecting me from future falls
I will break for you no more
I’ll leave our ghosts to haunt these halls